Sometimes this world can be cruel and play tricks with you mind… The minute you think your doing ok… the world turns her evil side and puts in front of you something you’ve always wanted… as if the evil court jester is using you as pawn to tempt, tease, and act out his cruel jokes…   but maybe its not a joke, maybe it’s a wake up call, telling you to quit settling for things in your life…  maybe it’s a message being sent:   fight for the things you want and eventually they will come along.

Often situations and circumstances shape the immediate course of lives but that doesn’t mean we cant alter those roads later, that doesn’t mean we have to continue into the dark trenches of madness.  To often we let the past weigh on our shoulders and hold us down as we try to reach up out of these trenches. We let the lifeless masses that have quit dreaming hold us back… well I say fuck that… I’m full of life and refuse from this point on to live my life blindly…. I’m climbing out of this rut and walking toward the light… and if anyone wants to follow, pack you fucking bags and come along…single file line, I’m the leader of this bitch, were on the road to the promise land!!!