It's also interesting to note that in the top picture I'm crying in front of a painting of myself crying.

don't cry. Funny that you took pictures tho.

i think it's allergies.

I don't have allergies (except pineapple which occasionally gives me hives). No, this was because of a cancer scare involving someone I deeply care about.

funny that you wanted to see that how you look while you are overwhelmed with the intense emotion..were you putting on a performance?

no, it wasn't a performance. As I alluded to in my previous posting I was scared that someone I care about was dying... It turned out alright, but there were a few days where I was a walking train wreck.