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RANCID CHEESE MILK. CLAREMONT ROAD EARLY MEMORIES

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I squatted in Claremont Road, Leyton, London for the best part of 3 years, occasionally moving from house to house whenever life got too hairy with co-squatters. You may know the sort of thing; piles of shit encrusted washing up, cooking gear left out constantly, drug fuelled rampages, simple personality clashes and such like. Normal everyday shit we all (to some degree) deal with. 

Almost the whole road and the line of the proposed M11 extension through East London, from Wanstead through to Leyton were squatted as well. It became an amazing community, one I learnt so much from. Google or whatever No M11 Campaign,  there is a lot of the antagonism, direct action tactics and general build up to the eviction online and the resultant and triumphant gelling of many different protest groups, squatters, anarchists,  ordinary Joe  and Joanna Bloggs`s and the dispossessed but very little of the early days there. The Street Parties, the community, the bands, the drugs, the fights, exploding waste pipes, gas leaks, the top 10 band making a video in the street and, of course, the characters who ebbed and flowed from Claremont Road and along the proposed M11 corridor like the flotsam and jetsam that tidal backwash generates. I want to shed a little light on those early days in an irregular series of pieces, whilst I am on the Brink…... So I will set up my surgically operated drip feed over the coming weeks and months………………………depends on how I feel and whether the Moroccan tea keeps my head screwed on, suitably clear and my index fingers from shaking.

Here goes………..

 
I heard about this road through the usual word of outsider’s mouths and in 1989 one cold morning got into number 16 via the front door. The door took some persuading but I have come across harder places to open up. Most of the houses were owned by Housing Associations and the Department of Transport had bribed/scared the H.A. `s to get tenants to move out, the road was due to be built very soon they told them, which was complete bullshit. It took them another 5 years and a massive amount of money to finally clear the whole route, Claremont Road being the last bastion of resistance. I digress, kind of. Number 16 was in the usual mess, unopened post everywhere (which I find fascinating, the pictures old  mail paint of lives are captivating for me), the usual dust gathering detritus which us humans surround ourselves with, smashed pipes, stairs partly trashed, floorboards at weird angles and smells. Upstairs in the largest bedroom was the signs of recent occupation, a plastic bottle of rancid cheese-milk, stale bread, a blanketed bed of sorts and beer cans looking fairly recently opened and swallowed. It felt like I was intruding, picking out little signs and piecing together an idea of the person, or persons, who had been living here.

Downstairs I went through the back door with a fair amount of brute force and a large hammer and got in to number 18. This one was in far better nick, even had a piano in the back room. Still took a good while to make habitable mind you. I was there with 2 other compadres and we soon decided 18 was the house for now for us.

We removed the boards over the front windows having first dutifully put up our legal notice warning anyone that we were legally squatting the place. (Torn from the back page of The Squatting Handbook). We changed the lock very sharpish as well. Whilst outside an old feller walked up and asked what we were up to, we explained, and, he replied with much enthusiasm for what we were doing; “Just what this road needs, some more life and a bunch of people who can stop this road”. This guy I got to know very well over the following years. Mick Roberts was his name. He was the guy who sat up on the roof by the House of Parliament for 2 freezing nights in protest over what the Department of Transport had done, when the eviction was all over.

I noticed an old lady standing at her front gate, in an old housecoat favoured by women of a certain generation looking at us. I walked up to her and introduced myself. This lady was Dolly Watson, born in 32 Claremont Road in 1901. She looked me up and down and remarked “So what?” …………..I thought fairplay to her, I guess it wasn’t as if I was some fucking celeb or something.

Dolly had a profound influence in my life up until her sad death, just months before her big 100th birthday in 2001. She so wanted that telegram from the Queen.

We spruced up the house a bit and fought over who would have which room and began living. The main problem we first had to tackle was that the Demolition Company the Department of Transport had employed to render the empty properties “ squatter-proof” had ripped out the water pipes, as well as a lot of the floorboards, the toilet, bath, sink and had generally butchered a perfectly good liveable in,2 up, 2 down Victorian house. Bastards. Now, you don’t need me to tell you that you can live without many things, but water really is an essential. The toilet situation was ok short term due to some other friendly co-squatters who had done a bit more time in Claremont, letting us share theirs. We were all nice like that, usually, but not when there was a queue.

I will go into how the water issue was solved Heath Robinson stylee another time.

A week or so later there was a knock on the door. It was a plain clothes copper. I spoke to him through the locked door, but he wasn’t interested in us squatting or anything like that. He wanted to know if any of us had seen the bloke who had lived upstairs in number 16. I said no and asked why. This copper told me he was wanted for murder and they would by sending forensics round to check the place over.

I slept uneasy, drunk and very stoned in my army surplus sleeping bag that night, tossing and turning, scared if this guy came back, worried that the copper was talking complete bullshit and, if so, why? and anxious that my prints were on various objects in the upstairs bedroom.

 

Paul H.


 

More Pics of Claremont Road in Shelter. All pics: Paul H

 

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babyc
Friday, 18 August 2006
Ever think about making this into a book?
Paul Hawkins
Saturday, 19 August 2006
funny you should say that babyc, thats what I am researching, then, when kids back at school come sept. beginning to write.................:-)
babyc
Saturday, 19 August 2006
I would read it and I know Andy would too. We were both huddled around the computer sreen yesterday reading this post. There are elements to the story that we can relate to. I think a lot of people can relate to certain aspects of this.
Paul Hawkins
Saturday, 19 August 2006
i really appreciate your comments, my spirits have lifted !!

Its gonna take some time to get done, got piles of newspaper cuttings, diaries, letters from Dolly etc to wade thru b4 the writing proper starts. Thankyou , I will put up some more bits and pieces on the subject here and on Outsideleft.com as times passes- try M11 link road protest in a search engine for info on the later times.

there will be bits on myspace blog, address on my profile

D`ya know any good publishers !! ??

take care and thanks, it means a lot to me

Paul H.
babyc
Saturday, 19 August 2006
I don't know of any good publishers. I'm sure someone on the Brink must know. Anyone out there know?
Paul Hawkins
Saturday, 19 August 2006
just out of curiosity, which bits do you relate to........................
babyc
Sunday, 20 August 2006
Well, we never squatted (I know that is a huge part of your writings) but we did our share of drinking and taking drugs in our younger days. I can relate to that feeling of being drunk and stoned in a place that you hardly know and some dirt bag character comes along and makes you crazy with fear. It may not be alot that I can personally relate to, but that is not necessarily what it takes to keep people reading. What will keep them reading,is how interesting this part of your life was! Looking forward to reading more! :)
Paul Hawkins
Sunday, 20 August 2006
well, the squatting was an economic/political thing, necessary for me then.

I hope to widen the issues out a bit..just gotta get my memory into first gear, let out the clutch, check the mirrors and get going. Coca cola and choc are my occasional friends, tea and cigs as well.

that fear thing is something our mind is , given the right/wrong headspace, a real frightner.........hope the scars dont show for you now.

the things that our mind can do

drip, drip, slowly slowly...............hope to transpose the interview with Beachy Head Music Club ( have a look at their myspace ) singer Doug this week from tape to word this week. Will post up on here soonish, then we will see.............got some family shit going down at the mo that needs careful words and my attention, like us all , Eh??



thanks



Paul H



ps - whaddya think of The Brink currently ?
babyc
Sunday, 20 August 2006
Luckily, I have few scars from my party days. I was never into any real heavy shit (I saw what it did to my friends). Most of the paranoia I had was already there and a little pot did just the trick at times to really set it off. Most of my reasoning for never going further than a little booze and some smoke was that I did not trust my brain. Andy delved a little deeper than I before we became acquainted but that ended years ago as well. As far as the Brink, I wonder if the rating system may hold some people back from really letting it out. Though, I suppose If one can't take it than one shouldn't dish it out. You are given a medium to say what you want outside of a sterile, conforming, majority and then you are judged by others who go against this conformity. Does the freedom then become structured? Do you not have the freedom to say what you want? Well, I suppose if one doesn't give a shit about what anyone thinks then the whole thing is nipped in the bud. I have obviously had my coffee today. Ha ha ha!!!!! Also, I am thrilled that we will eventually be able to post music.
Paul Hawkins
Sunday, 20 August 2006
yeah, the psychotic skunk going around these days I am sure is mentally addictive, not physically tho..it just seems to depress me, too strong................maybe been smoking for too long, dunno, lifes clearer without it now . thats for sure.

alcohols a no-no for me. i tend to be all or nothing, so, its nothing for me !! i like it, so far ! blah, blah, blah. who wants to hear about all that shit ??



The Brink seems good to me, tho as a brit, it can be a little confusing at times.....i am not a great film watcher either.

posting music will be good - got some older stuff doug and i did on myspace.............



hope the paranoia is under control for you.

a little is healthy these days for me, too much is stunting and scary. Mind you, I am still on the anti-depresssants and valium for the alcohol withdrawl !

strangely enough I have found changing habits very interesting, coffee is a rarity for me now. Had some beautiful moroccan tea last week, fresh mint, a little sugar.mmmmmmmmmmm, hit the spot immediately.

I often forget to rate things, but try to remember.

trying to keep things in the right catagories can be fun...........overall its a good place. things ebb and flow.
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